I just got an email telling me about my housing for next year... I got the building that I wanted to get! If it means anything to you, I'll be living in Snow Hall. It's apartment style dorms, with a kitchen and everything. It's weird, because all (or most) of my friends are just barely turning in their applications, and for those that applied to BYU, they won't even find out if they've been accepted until February. Not only did I already find out a month ago that I was accepted, but I'm already all set with meal plans and housing. Since when have I been the person to have everything figured out? All that's left is signing up for classes (right? I've never done this college thing before) and I'm pretty sure I know what I want to major in. What else do I have to decide? It feels like I've already made all the important decisions, which is so unlike me. I'm so indecisive. Maybe... Maybe it was easy for me to make these decisions because I knew that this is what I was supposed to do with my life. Maybe when you just know where you're supposed to be going, it's easy to make the decisions that lead you to it.
I could not be more excited for the (distant) future, but also anxious and nervous and terrified at the same time. I don't actually know how to grow up enough to be a normal college student. I should probably figure that out soon. I have a headache. I need a nap. The end.