"Today the missionaries came over for dinner, which is always fun and different. They were a lot more normal than I thought they were going to be, and somehow, that's always what happens haha. Maybe I should realize that the missionaries are just normal guys that aren't even that much older than me. It did remind me, though, that there are tons more guys in this world than there are in Beaverton, Oregon (THANK GOODNESS!) because I tend to fail with the guys here haha... And I don't mean that I'm interested in the missionaries! It just gave me hope. Kind of an odd thing to be reminded of, but I needed it. Weird, I know. My thoughts were a lot more in depth about this, but I don't know how to explain it so I guess I won't haha."
I'm such a weirdo sometimes.