I'm going to apologize up front, because this is another one of those posts about my summer / scout camp decision-making process, which I know are always fun to read. Not.
I interviewed this morning to work at scout camp. Looking back on it, I may have done it on accident, because I didn't exactly understand the consequences of applying and consequently interviewing. Here's why: now, I'll probably get a job there (I don't see why not) which means I'll be working there. This summer. All summer. At Boy Scout Camp. Again. Did I not think this through? Funny question. I kept waiting to find something else to do with my summer, waiting until I found some camp that would better suit me, but nothing else ever came. It came down to either working at Meriwether for the summer or continuing to work at Pacific Office, which is a job that could not suit me
less, and I am quite literally making the same amount of money with either job (which is sad.) It was an easy decision from there. I'm not going to say that "there's no going back now" because I can always tell them that I changed my mind about working at camp-- not the best idea, but it's an option-- but to preserve my mental capabilities for the long run, changing my mind once I have actually, finally made a decision is probably not the best route. I can't believe how much my desires have changed concerning scout camp. At some point, I never ever ever wanted to go back. At another point I couldn't wait to go back and wished I could be there ASAP. At another point I was apathetic and just wanted to do something and stop having to worry about making a decision. The funny part is, all three of these things and everything in between probably happened within a span of about 4 days, and the cycle is pretty constant. But at this point the cycle has sort of broken out of its own mold because the decision has actually been made, so there's no use in freaking out about it. Can I please just get over it? No one actually cares about this except me haha and it's not exactly the biggest deal in the world. I did enjoy wearing my scout uniform today, though. That's one thing that I've never not been excited about :)
In other news,
1. I took a three hour nap today, which was phenomenal
2. The Blazers lost to the Lakers. Oh, Blazers, I give up; you gave up looooong ago.
3. In response to Ke$ha, I did not feel like P. Diddy when I woke up this morning, nor will I ever want to feel like P. Diddy when I wake up in the morning. I cannot imagine that brushing your teeth with whiskey can be very good for your teeth. In fact, I'm quite sure that it would make one's breath smell repulsive. I'm just saying.
